Monday, August 03, 2015
new post for my old blog

It has been quite a long time since I have opened and posted to this blog account. Years I guess. I must admit that I have been so busy and a lot of things happened from the last time that I was here up to now that I am posting again. Time really flies so fast. So fast that you couldn't stop things from changing and happening. And as I look back on what I have posted years ago, I am indeed a better person of who I am today. Thanks to all of the problems and challenges that I have encountered which made me a lot stronger and wiser. Likewise, thank you to my family especially my dearest parents, who never get tired of giving me their full support and for making me feel that I've got their back. Indeed, it is true that God allow things to happen, whether it is favorable or not. We may not fully grasp everything but, one day when you look back on everything that had happened in the past, you will then be able to realize that it was for the best. And as my life continues, I am already married now to the love of my life. I haven't really expected that one day I will be leaving my family from the where I was born and raised. Though thousand miles away, I know someday I will be able to see them once again. Things aren't that easy here in America, but I am trying my best to get a fresh start and have my goals within my reach in time. Slowly, things fall into places and I truly thank the Lord for He has been great to me and my family all these years. Words are not enough to express how thankful I am for all the blessings that I have received and truly, I am lifting everything to the Lord and I will let His will be done. Surely, good things come to those who patiently wait. Though at times you might find yourself so down low, depressed and preoccupied with negative thoughts, don't be because our God is bigger than our problems. Just lift it all to the Lord, make yourself productive, look for family members/relatives whom you can verbalize your thoughts and be surrounded with people who speak words of encouragements who can brighten your day.

Posted at 08:40 by kenzo_gal
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Friday, August 26, 2011
long time no blog

its really been awhile since the last time i blogged..and i can't even recall the date.. (laugh)

...i've been so busy since i've started working about a year after i graduated in college wherein i became a full time private duty nurse for a year. Then started working as a staff nurse at the operating room - main for a year while rendering my service to my private patient during my rest day and that became my life for 1 whole year.

and presently working at one of the world's best hospital in the country(not to mention the name)as a staff nurse at cardiovascular unit III effective December of last year for the lateral transfer.

i must admit that with the three years of practice of my profession, i have learned a lot but still looking forward to be as competent as i can be.

Posted at 18:28 by kenzo_gal
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Monday, May 17, 2010
free writing

whew! damn its been almost three years since the last time ive posted something on my page..oh well a lot has now working about 2years now and capable of buying things that i like from my own money without asking from my parents..its a different feeling that im currently giving back my gratitude to them eventhough im not obliged to do things which i am delighted to unselfishly share the blessings that i continue to receive each day..GOD has been always good to me..regardless of what ive been through the years, HE remain to be true to His promises of not leaving us..eventhough im not so blessed with lovelife, i am certainly blessed with the opportunity to work in one of the world's best institution in the Philippines.. I really love being an OR Nurse..and i love my family and the friends the i've got all the way..ü

Posted at 18:23 by kenzo_gal
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Sunday, July 01, 2007
time to reflect

         There are things that i cannot understand. One night, i caught myself crying while askin this questions, "GOD, why is this happening to me?" "Was there something that i did?" "Something about the past?" "Or is there anything that you wanna let me know?" <-- These are some of the questions that i had during that time. I've cried as if im just the only person left, as if nobody cares. There were times wherein i feel like giving up. Times wherein i, myself can no longer learn to leave a little love for myself. Times that i chose not to be myself just to control my emotions. They say " Be yourself!", but why cant i? Can somebody teach me how?.

      In twenty years of my life, I have to admit that i've learned a lot from my experiences in the past, other people's life experiences, problems that i have encountered and the same thing with  the lessons that it taught me. But, there are a lot of things that i ought to know to make me a better person.

      As time goes by, ive come to realize that changes that were brought upon by my personal experiences. The reality of life says that things may not always have a happy ending, that things arent permanent that time will come that you have to adjust especially to what you've been used to.

      As i was reflecting, i've come to think that it is true that once you own something you hardly close your hand so it wont let go due to the fact that it means a lot to you and you intend to keep it, if possible for a lifetime. But, time will come that you also have to learn to open your hand once again and let that butterfly  be free from flying.


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Monday, June 25, 2007
wala lang..nagandahan lang ako dito sa kantang to

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

when i first heard this song, i immediately learn to like it.. maybe because of the fact that i can really relate.

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Monday, June 04, 2007

         Its really been a long long time and here i am tryin to update my blog. I've been really busy this past few months due to our graduation on the 12th of April in PICC, my huBby's grad on the 19th of the same month, attending our RCAP review in preparation for the up coming june board exam, completing the needed PRC requirements, PRC filing, reviewing and the like.

let me share to you some of the highlights in the past months

GRADUATION DAY (April 12, 2007 in PICC)

         It was my first time to be in PICC due to our graduation day and it was really big and was able to accomodate a huge number of nursing students of UPHSD-LP College of Nursing with 1,500 graduates this year (Batch 2007). During that special day of mine, i was with my mom, tito angeL(my dad's proxy coz he wasnt able to be there because he's already in KSA since february of the present year :c), james(my  brother), joyce(my sister) and of course my huBby who've always been there for me through thick and thin. To be honest i was so happy during that time because ive finally made it to graduate after how many years that i have spent in school, the hardships, sleepless nights just to comply with the needed school requirements on the submission day, the adjustments that i had in order for me to fit in to the institution that i belong and the like.

HIS GRADUATION DAY (April 19, 2007 in PICC)

         It was really nice to see him so happy on that day. I went to their house in order to help him do things for him since it was now my turn to do it just for him(of course). During the ceremony, i was given again the chance to bond with tita(uhm can i call you mama?just like what he used to call you?hahaha kapal ko na ba?lolz)and myhuBby's aunti(tita liza, a pediatrician). We've been texting once in a while to check on him. He still looked very handsome even from a distance. I was so proud of him during that time thats the reason why i have given my very best applause when his name was called. Though i wasnt able to graduate there in DLS-HSC, i was so happy and proud that my former blockm8s made it. We had a lot of picture taking and chitchatting. I can say that he was really happy during that day.



         OMG!! When i got there, it was only 4am and i wasnt expecting that long lane just for those who will be filling in PRC for the june local board exam for nursing. I spent 8hours just to do the PRC filing(4hours of standing, 4hours inside the PRC building). Weee it was really one of a kind. The building was really crowded with a lot of nursing applicants, who would have though that kane dior was there too, dude its been really nice to see you again after several years. To make the long story short, ive finished filing by 1145 am(muntik pa kong  maabutan ng lunch time, thank GOD kasi nakahabol pa ko..kundi i have to wait until they resume at 1pm).



         Who would have thought that i had the needed strength to accompany him on that day? It was really hard to see him walk be honest? i've been crying when we were still in their house and until i got home. Imagine that 5 long years that he'll be away from me? Yeah that long distance relationship is not that easy because a lot of things has to change so basically a went through a major adjustment just to cope up with our present situation. GOD knows how much i love him even my family and friends can say it all. A constant communication is really a must for us to keep this relationship. A lot of consecutive nights of crying especially when the thought of him is on my mind, reminiscing all of our good times together. I'll be waiting for your return. iloveyou so much huBby ko..i keep on missing you... >:D<


         I really have to admit the fact that there were a lot of things discussed in RCAP review that werent tuckled inside the classroom. I've learned a lot from that review since we have started reviewing from january 7th(my bday!!) until june. As of what was told to us, an approximate of 70,000 will be taking the local board exam this june(10&11) including those who will be re-taking due to the leakage scam and the fresh taker(thats us). Weve handled by professional board reviewer s who have really imparted their knowledge to us, students. A lot of discussions and rationalizations really made a difference. Its been really nice to have you sir and ma'am as our board reviewers and in behalf of my batchmates, i salute you for the job well done and an excellent teaching strategies and very informative and active discussions that we had,

Today is the 4rd day of June 2007 and the nursing local board exam is really fast approaching and the anxiety level is quite increasing knowing that we only have 6days left. May GOD bless us all and continue to give us the knowledge and the wisdom to really make it.

Posted at 05:27 by kenzo_gal
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Monday, February 05, 2007

            Its already 4:55AM and here i am sharing my sentiments to you people. Today is the 5th day of February and twas just like yesterday when i turned 20teen. True enough that we dont hold the time, we cant even control things and we just have to let it comming and deal with the life so-called trials that will eventually make you matured (?).

            Graduation is fast approaching and my weekly schedules are gettin tighter. Tons of requirements for graduation keeps on coming and my time management is put into test. I must admit that the last term (midterm) was really one of a kind. Cant imagine that i almost fail to do lots of requirements due to time constraints, conflict skeds bet the members of my group and the like but im lucky and thankful enough because we made it inspite of all the shortcomings and tech problems.

            I only have 1 term left and i think that its natural to feel the happiness having the thought that graduation is already within your reach and be somewhat sad because mos. from now you wont be attending classes, you will be missing your school days, the same old faces that you used to see each day, the hilarious laughter and noise inside the classroom, those classmates of yours that wont pass a single day without making punchlines that will surely make the class go wild, the things that you and your friends used to do during breaktime/dismissal, the puyatan days in preparation for the Case Pre/school papers/projects,etc., the duty days with your RLE group mates, the happy moments that you've shared with your friends/classmates and the like.

            They say that major adjustments should be done once you graduate for it will be the time wherein you will go out of your comfort zones/shells to live on the real world that awaits you. Learning must be a continuous process for us to be productive in a sense that you'll keep yourself updated and work as hard as you can in order to survive and not to be left behind.

            The anxiety or the fear of the unknown keeps on buggin me up. Our pre-board review have started and is still on going, and the thought that 4 months from now will be the Nursing Local Board Exam and the fact that you have to pass it for you to have your licence so you can practice your profession is one of the factors that contributes to the anxiety that i have right now.

            Lets move on to the brighter side of the story, i mean the brighter side of me. I must admit that i used to be somewhat scared and problematic because of the great numbers of OR-DR cases that i have to perform for me to graduate this april. Twas on Dr. Jose Fabella Memorial Hospital where i have completed my 5cord dressings last October. And  i am very thankful that i was able to have my completion in the DR of Batangas Regional Hospital for 2 weeks last midterm wherein i have completed my DR cases there (4actual and 4assist). As of now, i am only lacking of 1 OR case (major) and I've realized of how good and great our GOD is for he make things possible, can you imagine that a group of students let us handle the OR cases for it happened that they are already done wit their cases and we've let some of them assist during delvery. Were already on our last week in OR-DR and i am looking forward for cases that we'll be handling to complete that necessary graduation requirements that we have to comply with.

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Thursday, January 18, 2007
aNswered prayer?! yeah ryt

            Weee!! mMm..wer wiLL i begin?! weL nweiz, i celebrated my 20th bday (gosh my last teenage year..20teen, ryt?!) the night before the day that i was born with my faMiLy, my bestfriend/boyfriend and his bro (steven). Twas actually a surprise celebration knowing that  our preboard review started exactly on my bday(jan.07) same thing with our departure in school for our completion of prc cases in batangas regional hospital in batangas city which was on the night of the same day. During the time when i was about to go with that huge bag on my shoulders, my eyes were in tears for twas the 1st time that i wasnt with my family and away from home on my special day. From the time that i was already riding on a baby bus while textin my dad at the same time, i felt the coldness in the air and the sadness that was present within me that really made my cry. Who would have thought that my bday wish was granted?! No one does...true enough that nothing is impossible through CHRIST. Right now, im still very thankful of what happened to us after so many trials that weve been through, still here we are gettin stronger each day without nothing to fear and to be worry about because our relationship is now accepted by my dad. It feels good to love and be loved by someone you love the most. NeiLko we made it and i'll be forever thankful for you, coming into my life. Though few mos. from now you'll be away, and the thought of not seeing you is really making me sick but i know and i fully understand the reason behind everything. Hope we'll both stay stronger and continue a healthy relationship that we have started.

NeiLko? iloveyou so much!! haPpy 4th monthsary.. :-* >:D<

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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
life's gettin tougher this tyM..sad but true

            I had a great CHRISTmas this year because i was able to spend it with my family not just because of the gift giving but of course of the fact that it was the birth of our LORD Jesus Christ who died on the cross for you and me. But amidst of the haPpiness and the great time that we had as a family, are things that's really buggin me up. Questions in my mind that is longing for answers that will take away my confusion and will somehow make things easy not only for me but for the two of us. It may sound absurd, but im certainly decided and firmed enough in continuing the things that ive started no matter what coz im willing to get hurt to make our relationship going. Twas like a love against all odds. I hate the feeling but i wanna be stronger than what i am right now so i can stand still. Who would have thought that we'll be lovers and friends?! Who would have thought that we will get this far? And who would have thought that here we are fightin for each other?! Aside from myfamily, circle of friends and a loving boyfiend that i have, i can say that im also blessed or should i say that were both blessed of a true friend (our common friend) whose been always there for us through ups and downs. My birthday is fast approaching and i barely have 10 days to go and i'll be turning 20teen nah :-S waaa how sad...I dont think my birthday wish will be granted...i dont wanna be so pessimistic but i cant hide the fact that as time passes by... Being optimistic wont be a great help this time. But i just hope that the way i feel today wont last because i found the happiness that ive been looking in a relationship. Yeah i found it already and so with him. Im just hoping that GOD wont stop guiding us to the right path so regrets will be lessened. We both believe that were being challenged and all the pain and sorrow will come to pass, but i dunno when will it last. i dont wanna lose hope coz i know all these will come to an end. As i look back, i started to realize on the truth behind the saying that it is expected to get hurt especially after being so much happy regardless of who you are, who you are with, the kind of situation that you are in and the like. True enough that life isnt easy because there shortcomings, problems and trial will keep on coming that will surely make you a better person.

--wheN yoU truLy love soMeoNe, you'Re goiN to fiGht for wHat yoU beLieve is rigHt. It doesNt matter iF the worLd toLd yoU its wroNg...coz iF yoU truLy love eacH otHer, you doNt neeD the worLd...yoU just neeD eaCh otHer...ü--

Posted at 16:44 by kenzo_gal

Tuesday, November 21, 2006
whats up doc? (hahaha bugs buNny??is dat you??)

Monday (Nov.20)

            I've alarmed myphone the night before and i woke up at exactly 5a in the morning!! At around 530 i was able to receive a text message from a classmate of mine(he's actually our group leader)that we will be having our community survey(for our COPAR) in Brgy. San Isidro Pque City. OMG!! Though i know how to get there (Pque), i dunno how am i going to know if im already in the abovementioned area. I left the house at 645 and texted alvin to ask the landmarks that will tell me that im almost in Brgy. San Isidro. I sat beside the jeepney driver when i was on my way to kabihasnan and im furnate enough that i saw ivan (a classmate of mine). On our way to parañaque, we sat beside manong jeepney driver and asked hm to let us know if were already in San Isidro. Yeah we made it, special thanks to...(drum roll)the jeepney drivers!! Y'all rock! (thumbs up)

these are the things that i was able to do

  • Orientation with Brgy. Kgd. Joey Nazor V. Rogacion
  • Community Survey plus my interview in 3 households
  • Group meeting on what to do for the next day
  • We went to SM Sucat after our dismissal to buy things for my lil sis
  • Went to SM Bacoor for items that are still missing(unfortunately wala ult dun :c)
  • Bought something for lunch (kahit pas 2 na nun..oo na nagalit ka alam ko yun..sorry :-S)
  • Went to Molino (my 2nd home) 
  • Accompanied cyclings as he went back home
  • Ate my lunch + a short conversation with bunso (neiLko's lil bro)&called me ate josie (thats a wow for me..weee)
  • We've tried to watch the spirit trap but wasnt able to finish it
  • Had dinner with neiLko
  • Was at home by 830(i guess)
  • Had a conversation with him on the telephone and decided to sleep after us talking
  • Had a goodnight sleep (iloveyou)


               Together with Mrs. Aileen Basan and the rest of our group (1), we went to alvin's house in BF Pque to do the tallying of the data that we had the other day. Twas kinda hard to tally but were able to finish it before 2p. I went to the library to do some research in preparation for my reporting on friday and since the 3 books were all reserved books and i have to wait until 5p, i've decided to xeroxed it rather than borrowing it. Right now, im doin my written output and the ppt pres. at the same time.  Much luck for me!! Of course on my report on friday!! :)

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